c-span

did u ever wonder as a kid how bad you would want to kill yourself the first time you watched cspan? well it just happened and i need help pulling the knife out of my eye ball. 

it is overwhelming watching Obama walk around a crowded room shaking peoples hands. the excitement and anticipation of shaking someones hand that is so famous that you can shake his hand and become famous (crazy concept) is insane.  the anticipation of a replay of the million man march and the possibility of change will almost make you go into shock. 

can you imagine meeting the most famous man in the world, michael jackson, obama, madonna, vanilla ice? someone so important in your life that you will faint upon contact! how crazy would it be meeting the person that created the most famous person in your world? "i can only imagine" - mercy me. 

thinking about meeting the god that created the universe doesnt even compare to how overwhelming it is when you come face to face with an earthly dream. i fully believe i will drop to my knees and cry/tremble in the presence of such pure beauty and love.... 2 things i dont do much of here on earth

hudson miracles?

have you ever been watching something and it makes you cry... but you still can't look away? i was watching "the miracle on the hudson" coverage (so they call it) and i couldnt help but thinking i wish there was something i could do. ps: why do i write blogs about each time i cry? maybe thats why its been so long since my last one... yo no se?  

basically- what can you do to help those around you in an extraordinary way? not just going out of your way to be nice and say hi, but if your plane was going down (not in a river) what kind of legacy would you be leaving? would people remember you because of your love/ character/ integrity/ compassion? who are you? 

dont let your mind get lost in the monotony of routine!   "i get out of all your boxes" -lauryn hill